I'm decomposing

so i struggled lately with figuring out where exactly am i going with my art...but because of some awesome people and their wise words i managed to boost my motivation and come to a conclusion wich made me remember what drawings REALLY means.. I did this piece cuz in the past i felt like my love for art faded away a bit and became this automatic thing to do where i don t actually feel anything in the drawing process.. and i missed that...

One thing I realised is that i m not going anywhere in the digital art field without a graphic tablet ..period..no matter how hard i try..so untill then i will just stop trying the digital stuff and instead focusing on making better traditional art (with just a touch of colouring and edditing in photoshop just like this one) It just turns out a better cleaner looking piece that way..and it also takes way less effort wich is a bonus
And i also loooved playing with colors <3
 the  process:chrystinator.deviantart.com/ar…